Thursday July 11th

 Today is a day to celebrate and make memories.  Addie and Ispent the day together yesterday planning for our celebration fest today and it made me so happy to have her with me.  Today we will all be together along with other friends and family that have been so incredibly supportive and kind and really have become family.     I’m sitting here having my first cup of coffee and I’m already trying to figure out how I’m going to get through this day without tears.  I mean seriously! I need to get my shit together!  These are precious days that need to be fulfilled with laughter and joy.  I’ve got this. I mean eventually I’ll run out of tears right?   Trying to get it all out of my system now before the celebration starts!   We’ll be busy cooking eventually which is always a great diversion for me.         Busy week ahead too.   Back to Columbia Friday for a lil the pre op.    Then back on Monday for an infusion and will be admitted afterwards for the surgery on Tuesday morning    Positive thoughts they get the rest of the tumor out. (3rd times a charm!    Will probably be in hospital a few days afterwards. Our celebration today is for Addie receiving her masters degree in psychology/social work and Robbie s birthday.  But I’d like to say it’s also for me having all 3 of my babies here with me.  There are no words to describe how full of pride my heart is for each of them. On a daily basis they make me feel like the luckiest person ever. It’s the most important thing that they need to know just how wonderful they make my life every single day.